February 10th, 2008 - Coming to Terms
Cam is doing great. The primary treatment (chemo) hasn’t yet begun. He is on what seems like handfuls of tablets and various other medications as well as being permanently attached to a drip that is constantly flushing his system. Yesterday he had a ct scan and because he had one previously – before being admitted – the radiologist assumed he was aware of the side-effects of the contrast material that is injected into his system via his drip, immediately prior to the scan. These are a metallic taste in the mouth; a warming body sensation as well as the feeling like you’re wetting yourself. However, he hadn’t had the contrast material previously because they couldn’t access to a vein at that time. So a bit of giggle ensued as the side-effects unfolded. He just takes all of this stuff incredibly well.
And the results of the scan appear to suggest that although there appears to also be some disease in the upper abdomen too, his kidneys, spleen, etc. all appear to be clear, which is great news. His is on steroids that the oncologist hopes will reduce the main chest tumour/mass sufficiently by Monday for him to have a general anaesthetic so they can fit the permanent intravenous line, or port, which will stay in his groin for the duration of his treatment (circa 8 months is the current estimate). These are usually fitted to the upper chest/lower neck area, but the groin location is best suited for his particular condition in order to ensure that the chemo cocktail is able to move around the entire body. The steroids have stimulated his appetite which had been in decline for some time, so another good development to be thankful for.
Of course, Cameron has lots of questions. The obvious one is why? Why me? The answer is not easy to find, but we do know and he certainly understands that this is not of God. Being in the children’s oncology ward has also exposed him to other kids who are at various stages of chemo and all suffering from cancer variants. One was throwing up and having a really bad time in a bed next to him. The impact on Cameron was visible. Where were you on Christmas eve 2007? That was when another 10 year old was diagnosed with Leukaemia. Another that went home within hours of Cameron?s arrival is a 6 year old?diagnosed with ‘something sarcoma’ 7 months ago and given a 5% chance of recovery and has since had a number of ribs removed. He is a cute little bald guy who looks like a?mini Ghandi, but with the attitude and the eyes of a 40 year old.
Already I can see Cameron is also suddenly growing up well beyond his years. In just a few days he has already become a teenager. He is not only thinking deeply and asking a lot of medical questions, but he has also taken ownership of his affliction and now has an intent about him that is as surprising for his years as it is comforting. He has so gracefully come to terms with his situation and moved emotionally into position to take it on. We are so incredibly proud of him. Thank you Lord.
February 10th, 2008 at 2:11 am
Dearest Cameron
Thinking of you here in WA and wishing you well with your treatment. Take care and give your mum a big smile and hug from me. See you in March.
Sending love for better health
Tammy, Jason, Mackenzie and Cousteau
February 10th, 2008 at 2:21 am
Hi Cameron
Just to let you know that we are all thinking of you. Ruby, Lydia and Ella were shocked and upset when I told them the news, but I know you are a big strong lad, and if anyone can cope with this illness, you can. Send the rest of your family our love, and we will say a prayer for you every night. With all our love, and a big kiss to you. Love Katie, Gordon, Ruby, Lydia and Ella xx
February 10th, 2008 at 3:37 am
Hi Cam,
Just a short but hopefully cheerful word from all the family on this side of world. I together with my sister Lona her two Verona and Wayne wish you a very speedy recovery. You are in our prayers and know you are a big strong lad that will be there when the bell goes. I personaly want you to be ready for the big surf. So get well my boy and I will see you sonner than you think. Much love from Grandad Bill, and the family in South Africa XXXX
February 10th, 2008 at 10:28 am
Hi Cameron
Wishing you a speedy recovery, you are in our thoughts and prayers daily, keep smiling and look forward to your next ride in the surf! Love to your mom, dad and brothers. Be brave
Hugs and kisses
Jorge,Robyn,Amy and bianca
PMB SA